How Stuff Works

OK I just was looking at this site that my computer teacher gave me to look at. It's called howstuffworks.com. If you every want to know how anything works go here. It can help.

Here We Go Again

OK my parents are back at it after not getting the B & B in Mountain View, AK. They are now looking at one in Waynesville, NC. It's not as big as the last one they looked at, but its still really nice. There is no telling what is going to happen, but this one looks more promising then the others. I hope that they get it. This is something that will make it a lot easier on my parents.

Not really anyone has been that interested in our house so it will be hard if my parents move and don't sell it. I know that it will cause its a great house and is in a area that people are wanting to move to. Life is so crazy at times and things seem to be happening faster and faster as time goes by.

I went to the doctor today and was very surprised. They told me that I have like three little things right now but it is very possible that it all can turn into Bronchitis. They gave me five different prescriptions. One of them is Steroids. I think it is so funny that I am taking these. Now I can walk around telling people that I am on Steroids. They are actually for my lungs so that don't get weak from the sickness. It will help fight off the Bronchitis.

Along with all that they said it would be a good idea to get a lot of rest, so I took off work tomorrow. It was perfect timing cause me have three people working on Fridays. Now its not that big of a deal if one of us has to stay home. Last week Josh had to cause his daughter had Pink Eye.

I will leave you with this, God and I had an amazing time last night just talking. I also listened to some really amazing music. I listened to Disciple, they are a Christian Rock band. I know what your thinking how could you enjoy and get all excited about God listening to that. Well its the words and the passion that this band has for God that makes it so awesome. Their lyrics are straight forward about God and are written mostly for Christians.

Giving Up

There are two things in which I have given up on.

OK I have been trying to figure out what it is that God wants me to do with my life. Well it hasn't gone well cause I am in the same place that I was when I started all this. So I am giving up. I am going to do my best to just sit back and let God tell me when he wants to. I know that's what I should have done from the beginning, but I am hard headed and thought that if I just ask then he would let me know right then.

The problem is that, it may not be His time to tell me. Or maybe He needs to teach me something first. Or maybe I am wanting to do somethings for the wrong reason and I have the wrong thing in mind. Maybe its all these things, I have no idea. I just know that I haven't gotten an answer and it was driving me crazy.

So I am giving up until He says something to me. I am going to just live like nothing has even changed really. I want so bad what God wants for me.
I hope that I am not so stupid as to mess up something great that God is trying to do in my life.

The other thing I am giving up on, I think, is going to the doctor. I am not scared or afraid to go, I am just so stubborn that I won't go. Instead I just get the cheap stuff at Walgreen's to help me through the sickness. Well this is the second time this month that I have been sick.

So I think tomorrow, after school, I am going to the doctor to see what they say. Maybe they can give me something that makes me well forever, that would be great. All I know is that my mom keeps bothering me about going and I am getting tired of sounding weird every time I talk to some one at work.