Tuesday, January 16, 2007

New TV No Longer

Ok this is weird and a lot of people would call me crazy but when God tells you to do something you need to do it. Which is where I failed. The day I bought the TV I knew God was telling me not to buy it. He put a lot of obstacles in my way, a lot. I will not explain what all happened but just trust me, it was one of those things you know God is telling you. I made up a bunch of excuses so I could get it and went through a lot and now here I am looking like an idiot taking it back. This is the part where God humbles me. I was so proud of that TV and told everyone so now its weird to tell them I am taking it back. The really good thing is that I lose nothing on the TV. I financed it but I haven't paid anything yet and they said all I need is the TV the remote and the users manuel. I am taking it back Thur. The reason God didn't want me to buy it is cause my parents are putting our house up for sale tomorrow. They are trying to buy a Bed and Breakfast and they found one in Mountain View, AK. They want to try to get it now before someone else comes along. There are already a few people that are looking at it. I will be moving out and pretty much, even though I make a lot right now, I will have to start paying bills and rent for an apartment. Which means I will need all the money I can get. If my parents go really soon I will live with my grandparents till I find a place, which will be in the summer. The lesson to be learned here is "Listen to God the first time", He knows what He is doing. I was so mad when God was telling me not to do buy it cause I knew nothing of the future. Now I understand why. I just wish we could see the big picture sometimes so that we would understand what's going on. Its so weird how something like a TV can effect what God has in store for me, but He always works things out even if we don't listen the first six hundred times lol. Its is a scary thing moving out but at the same time I have always been pretty independent. I am ready in some ways and scared in the rest, but I don't want to be that guy that is 30 and stilling living at home of with his grandparents. Also if my parents do move then they are giving me some money so I can buy a new vehicle cause they know that what I have could go out pretty soon. They don't want to just leave me with that and then something happen and they are not here to help. Plus they want me to come visit them that will make it lol.

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