Life and Sickness

Life is very interesting. I have learned this now that I am out of high school and getting closer to the real world. I have to make decisions on things like where to get an apartment, how much do I want to spend, can I afford it with food, bills, insurance, or even do I want to move out right now. So many things are getting thrown at me right now and its hard to decide, that's why I am glad God is in control and He knows what he is doing. The thing that sucks is sometimes I a horrible at listening to God and I try to figure out things on my own by looking at every possibility and making decisions on what looks like make sense. If you have ever done this you will find that 1. It would have been much easier to trust God in the first place (Example: My last relationship with a girl, I struggled to figure out exactly what God wanted me to do. I could have saved myself a lot of time of grief and pain and confusion if I would have done this. I am not saying I shouldn't have gone out with her, just that I should have left it in God's hands till he let me know exactly what to do. 2. Just because it looks good and looks like something God wants you to do that doesn't mean that's what God wants for you. Sometimes you have to say no to the good things in order to keep doing or start or find the great things (for those of you that read J.R.'s blog, yes I stole that from him LOL). All and all growing up is just tough sometimes, but at the same time its great cause you don't know what's going to happen which can be very fun once you learn to trust Him.


On the other hand I am sick AGAIN. I hate being sick, which I am pretty sure that no one likes being sick. Except when your in grade school you get to stay home. I don't have a fever so its not bad enough to stay home from work or to go to the doctor to get that stuff that makes you feel fine and get better (I am talking about pills). So right now I just have to suck it up and rely on the good ole Walgreens brand medicine. All I have now is a sore throat and my entire head feels congested. Its weird cause about 75% of of the time I get sick its cause I have not gotten enough sleep in the past week, which is what happened this time. So note to self: Get more sleep!